hiii haiii helloo This will be my fourth entry!
my cds didnt burn correctly and wont read fuck my life omg... on the bright side I UNDERSTAND THE LINKING THING NOW it just like clicked today for some reason and i legit wasted hours for nothing because it was unbelievably simple and my stupid brain wasnt comprehending until a whole day later what is this life of mine i couldve saved myself so much time if i had just understood it then...atleast i got there eventually dont make fun of me. I posted on tiktok today and flopped so bad i deleted the video, im talking no views in 10 minutes and that just wont do, i will not embarass myself like that EVER. I made covers for my cd cases and theyre lowkey fire, posted those on tiktok...guess what else flopped...yo genuinely fuck my FREAKING LIFE WTH??? anyways atleast the art goes crazy and i know i did good i dont need the validation but it would be nice anyway lol.
One amazing thing did happen today though, one of my childhood shows has BOOKS?? im just finding out now because of someone elses website where they reviewed them and i genuinely got SO excited, i was literally talking to myself about that show in the shower earlier today because i also found out ive had prime this whole time, so best day ever besides the few mishaps. I also worked on my button lamp some more and she is looking SO CUTE omg i love her, i added about 15 buttons today which looking at it as a whole is really not that much but my back was KILLNG me sitting like a shrimp for so long and my kitty was stepping all over my shit, talk about respecting personal space lol. Ive also came up with an AMAZING ideas (and executed it a little bit) for it sense it is a white lamp and buttons dont cover the WHOLE thing ive painted the blank spaces with watercolor and done like a tie dye affect and i love it even more than just the buttons, its so fun and pretty and i love looking at it. My lamp already held all my hair clips and head bands but now it is just so much more fun! Sometimes my brain is just so good and sometimes it cant comprehend simple code until the next day when its not as important and not wasting HOURS upon HOURS of my time, so funny how that works...
I have work tomorrow at 9:30...sigh i fucking hate my chungus life dude, i work at chuck e cheese i think thats been mentioned before and if anyone is thinking about working at one i advise you to not even begin to fill that application out, better yet erase chuck e cheese from your memory because you do not want to be there in any sense, even as a customer. do you know how much that pizza costs? with my discount a personal sized pizza is almost $5 and without an employee discount it is 8.99, atleast where i live those are the prices, and it might not sound terrible but trust me that fucking pizza is NOT worth more than 5 bucks standard price. Ive also formed some type of stockholm syndrome to this place because i have gone home and watched chuck e cheese videos and im not just talking about other peoples videos about chuck e cheese but i have dead ass went home and watched + shown my sister their music videos...save me from this god awful place it has stole my sole and i am trapped. Ive said multiple times my personal hell would be working a closing shift and then leaving just to enter my opening shift both being a saturday (our busiest day ofc) and honestly just thinking about having to live in that personal hell i get uncomfortable and want to die. i hate my fucking job but i lowkey love the peoplei work with including my managers so i dont quit or really try to find a new job, i feel as though i have been cursed or something. Sorry for the rant about my hell sent job lol but seriously im living in a hell i wont let myself escape
down below is one of the 4 cd case inserts i did! she is my favorite and for my playlist that contains a lot of linkin park, korn, and limp bizkit, i tried to kinda make her match the vibe of the music. All 4 inserts are of a girl that embodies the vibe of the music to me. I love them all!! I hope you like this one :)
Anyway this was my blog yayyy :3